25 April 2010 3:22:00 PM
Today was awesome.
:D
Im one year older now.
But still as childish:D
Whatever~
Woke up at 8plus today.
Read my messages:D
And received a phone call(:
(Im supposed to receive it at 12 last night)
Gave my mama two hugs. :D
Papa, none.
Cause he wasnt home when i woke up.
So, too bad, daddy:D
Anyway, went to Sakura at 11.30.
Family outing:D
Was awesome.
I didnt eat much though.
Went shopping.
Then went back home
Then blogged.
Had to rush my homework tonight...
I didnt complete anything this weekend.
Nevermind !
Mama promised me to buy me a dress:D
Love her ♥
Im looking forward to tomorrow:D
my heart stopped
when i thought i saw you
yes, its another imagination
again
its cause of how much i wished to see you again
i never forgot how you look at me
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24 April 2010 10:02:00 PM
One more hour~
23 April 2010 5:59:00 PM
AwesomeZ!> Haha, thankyouthankyou(: I will(:
Charlene> Ty(:
XueJin> HELLOOO. YEAPYEAP. HAHAHA.
5:39:00 PM
Went out with Miichiang, sophie and waileng today:D
And it was super fun(:
Made a fooooool out of myself today.
I screamed twice in class during Ghost Story Telling.
It was during the last lessons.
And lessons today are slack:D
When we were walking towards LUCKY, i tripped on some kind of unknown stuff, and
screamed, again
OH MY GAWD
Super loudly.
Hahaha, unglam.
Did lots of random stuff toooooooo.
I ate miichiang's medicine by accident~
We went to Parkway~ and ate at Macs.
It was awesome.
Ahhh! Bees. *runs away*
You made me look forward to every 'tomorrow'.
But now?
I dont know.
I always give love so much.
Now, not any more.
Im really sick and tired of the problems because of trust.
It sucks.
I understand.
I understand that you aren't.
But did you?
Maybe you did.
But, i dont know...
You weren't there when i wanted to hide from the world and cry.
You weren't there when i needed a shoulder to cry on.
You weren't there when i hoped for some words of comfort.
Sorry, but i've lost all my trust.
It might seem unfair to you.
But it isn't to me, too.
I want to break free...
21 April 2010 6:33:00 PM
Looking back at myself now.
And realised how stupid i am now.
Why am i keep making the same mistakes again and again when i already know what's the result.
Seriously, there's something wrong with me.
I go emo over nothing, sometimes.
Tell me, its because of you.
I want to say something that i dont want to say.
I want to do something that i dont want to do.
I want to love somebody that i dont want to love.
Its so hard.
This, that, this, that.
Everything's so confusing.
Where is the real me?
It sucks to know that.
I never wanted that to happen.
Sometimes, i hate you.
Sometimes, i want to be angry at you.
Sometimes, i want to ignore you.
Though you might not be thinking the way i am, feeling the way i am and looking things at the way i am, i want you to know that im always waiting for you to say that.
I dont expect anything in return or stuff.
I just want you to appreciate everything i did, cause i care.
I care about you.
You're upsetting.
But its okay.
Cause i know you dont want to do that as well.
I understand.
And i'll be my turn from now.
Not you, anymore.
If everything can go back, I would still give the same answer as before.
Though many things can change, that will never change.
You taught me so much stuff.
And I learnt about many things, too.
Its almost 7 months.
And, i still could remember everything, so clearly.
The dreams i had about you...
It will never be removed from my memory.
16 April 2010 9:04:00 PM
Tags reply:
Amanda : Thank you(:
Ivan : HELLOHELLOHELLO.
AWESOMEZ : Haha, okay! I'll try(:
7:19:00 PM
I kissed 3 people today.
I raped 1 person 156487465231864651321 times today.
And
I raped myself twice today:D
I wonder how i did that...
Okay, so i kissed NICOL! , JD! and MIICHIANG! , i think.
My victim is BELICIA:D
*thumbs up*
Whatever.
I tried to cheer up.
But it doesn't seem to work.
D:
Whats the fking problem with me?
I don't understand.
Why get emo over something that had became a part of history?
I tried.
I really tried.
But it always seemed to be another failure.
Whats wrong with me?
I forced a smile every time someone talks to me.
The feeling really sucks.
Wanted to cry, but no tears came out.
Why did you treat me this way?
I also dont know.
But its really upsetting me.
Maybe you dont know, but it really hurts me...
Please?
Please stop ignoring me... D:
Girl, cheer up!
13 April 2010 8:05:00 PM
Today is awesome:D
Lots of slack lessons.
Blahblah.
I have no mood to post nowadays.
Finally, the last test of this week is over !
Oh, and dumpling making during PW was awesome:D
Hahaha.
I smell like a large dumpling:D:D
LOL.
Anyway, im bored.
Some random person, please entertain me.
Thank you.
Blahblah.
Byeee.
iloveyou.
12 April 2010 9:23:00 PM
Sometimes, you can just walk away and don't turn back.
Sometimes, you can just get out of my life. Fully.
Sometimes, you can just disappear.
But, why do you have to keep coming back? Again and again.
Im really tired of this.
I will never forget the memories we've had though it no longer mean anything to you.
I will never forget the day we first met.
I will never forget the way you looked at me and smiled.
But i want to start something new.
I want you to just go away.
You get back with your life and i get back to mine.
Why are you keep coming back?
It may mean nothing to you, but it once mean alot to me.
Now, take it with you and go away.
Please.
08 April 2010 6:04:00 PM
Why do you have to do this when you don't feel anything?
Why did you even acted to be nice when you don't feel anything?
Why did you even let love occur when you don't even feel anything?
Why did you even want to bring pain to anyone?
I hate you so much for that.
If you have to do this, do even take it away.
If you want to do this, don't even think of knowing each other.
Stupid beach.
If this is what you wanted right from the beginning, why wont you just tell him from the beginning.
Why do this?
You thought of other people?
No.
You thought about what would happen?
No.
You thought about the consequences?
No.
You only thought about yourself.
Attention?
Is that what you wanted?
The one and only thing you wanted?
Selfish.
Takes effort to get something.
And, when it belonged to you, you throw it away.
So this is what you really are?
I thought you're something much more than that.
Guess what?
You're no where better.
So why should you have this privilege to have it so easily when i have to take so much effort to achieve it and failing to do so?
Hatesyoutothecore.
03 April 2010 3:22:00 PM
Realised how much i've lost in the past.
Realised how much i've given up in the past.
Realised how much i should have owned.
Realised how much i should have received.
Realised so much that used to belong to me...
and Im wondering if
All the things i have now, will always be mine.
All the love i receive will always be mine.
All the people beside me will always be right here.
Nothing ever stays long.
//One minute, you're so nice to me.
The other?
You walked away without turning back.
With me behind, always.
Expecting me to heal my wounds, alone.
Have you ever thought about me?
Maybe, just once?//
02 April 2010 7:00:00 PM
Helloo.
Yesterday's april's fool was fun.
Though not everyone wanted to cooperate. D:
And will be posting pictures and videos soooooooooon.
And, HAPPY 2nd MONTH, MIICHIANG:D
Will always love ya(:
And went to bugis today(:
Watching When in Rome~
Official Website
and
Trailer
And it was awesome:D
Kristen Bell was :D
First week:D
