fri got pe... wushu... haixx... me and nuanlin wear fbt... lol odd one out... when i came back... leg damn pain... cox of wushu... left leg espcially... cant even walk... -.- den last night fever some more... stomach pain for no reason... no appetite... 8.45pm den eat leh.... only eat 1/4 of a bowl... poor thing lahh... lol... at least now better... got alot of homework... haixx...
~back to my homework~
26 February 2009 10:09:00 PM
just changed blogskin... again! lol huh? okay! this blogskin rocks! i love it!! see the skull head? cute huh? i even changed the chatbox!! from cbox to shoutmix!! woohoo!~
22 February 2009 9:47:00 AM
to ..... ... (written long ago...on 11/11/08)
u never felt how i felt... u never knw how i felt... never ever... have u? no...
u always make me have tat feeling... but its a wrong feeling... everything was wrong... i shouldnt have ended up here... with u...
i knw we have to part... and we must... to different places... and became different people... maybe dun even have any more chance to see u... in future...
cant look at u anymore... cant share jokes with u... cant laugh together with u... cant get scolded by the teacher with u... cant do everything together... cant... just like the past...
u used to cheer me up when im sad... u used to cold me down when im angry... u used to laugh at me when i did smth silly... but not now... they are only 'used to's... and will forever be 'used to's...
everything had past... everything are just memories now... everything are going to be a dream in future... an impossible dream... a dream tat is not going to happen again... forever...
one year seemed long... but its actually short... one blink away... wat could happen? nothing... time was limited... its lesser than expected...
i wish time could stopped in 2008... stop there... and never move on... forever... but tat's impossible...
i wish i could just see u smiling everyday... from far... i wish i could be by ur side when ur sad... just like wat u did... i wish we could never part... but a wish is a wish... and will always be a wish... no matter how much i prayed...
everything is a fact... everything had happened... not going to change...
i look at the rubix cube... almost everynight... i put all our memories in it... and i am going to put u deep in my heart... and never to take it out again...
if only u knw... but no... u dun...
i realised tat we belonged to different worlds... we are different people... completely different...
i will just put everything in the past... in the past where we are... i have learnt to give up on u... and forget about u...
wish u all the best... byyees... is all i could say... to u...
21 February 2009 4:53:00 PM
today was FPPS sport's day... surposingly i should reach the toa payoh sports stadium by 8am... by woke up at 7.50am... lol late huh? den chiong to the stadium... by my father's car... hahas after bathing and changed into clothes... grabbed my handphone, wallet and ear piece... and run out of the house... lol reach there about 8.15am... hahas fast huh? den saw my frens... wei sin... went into the stadium with her... walked around to look for teachers... den khystelle called me... saying she had reached... saw a lot of other ppl too... ping ting... melissa... en qi... mavis... christina... winnie... joanne... amanda... estella... and blahblahblah... cant remember... lol took a lot pic with them... hahas... cox the eagle house got no teacher in charge... so we went to help out... as teachers... even though im from kingfisher house... woohoo~~ very hot? the staduim filled with people... lol it was so noise tat we have to shout our lungs out... to call for the runners... me and khystelle had to go all over the place to look for the people... hot hot hot... i mean the weather... den our job was done... saw bryan, marcus and hua yu... den went to find mrs chan--the dj... woohoo~~ hahas den she saw me and khystelle... she told us to take over her... not to be dj lahh... but to on songs over the speaker for the people to listen... -.- after two songs... we went off... cox mrs chan came back... from dunno where... lol den we went to look for mrs goh, miss tong, and blahblahblah... hahas chit chat for a while... den saw my frens again... den dunno who sent me bryan's pic... hahas im gotta post it on my blog... lol as an revenge... lol lin zhi xin very... irritating? keep disturbing me... -.- lol den walked around talking to ppl... i feel so honored... lol cox im an EX-farrer parkiann... tat's so cool man! lol really... hahas finally... they are announcing the winner house of 2009!!! again... its falcon... kngfisher is the last... hahas flag rising is after it... so we run out of the stadium... lol hahas cox dun wan to sing national anthem... lol went to toa payoh central... walk walk lohh... with... ping ting... wei sin... joanne... winnie... mavis... bought bubble tea together... chocolate bubble tea!!!!! love it!!!!! then ping ting, mavis, joanne went home... left me, wei sin and winnie... while we were walking... we saw winnie's parents... they buy shoe bag... so bought together with them... not together... but in the same shop... den went to look for FBT pants... not buy... but only see the price... den accompanied winnie to have her lunch... saw lee jia wei... woohoo~~ she eating chicken rice with dunno who... hahas den went home... on the bus... going to reach my destination... it starts to rain... lol -.- never bring umbrella... haixx... so no choice... waited for the rain to stop... lol sian sia... finally the rain stopped... not really stop... still drizzling... dun care... just walk back... a bit wet lohh... lol hahas... den reached home... finally... tired lahh... funny thing... lin zhi xin sms me... saying tat... ''xiaohui u grow thiner! more pretty! i really mean it!'' -.- lol hahas enough posting for today... ~byyees~
XIAO HUII
18 February 2009 8:18:00 PM
beg u! pls! if its not wat u think and feel... pls i beg u... dun say... dun say anything tat u dun mean it... as if it is like tat... but actually its not... if u dun like just say... dun say tat u like... dun lie to me... i not forcing u... nobody's forcing... so dun say... its fking irritating... im happy cox u said it was so... but u didnt mean it... im just like tat... dun like me? leave me alone... dun talk to me... i damn sad already... dun make me more sad can...
5:05:00 PM
i hate myself... i hate my life... i hate who i am... i hate i hate i hate... im in bad mood... dunno why... it seems like nobody really cares about my exsitence... nobody cares about me... nobody... i hate being myself... some times really feel like digging a hole... and hide in it... wat hav i done wrong??? why mus tis things always to me??? and always hav to overcome it alone??? everyone only cares about themselves... hurt me liao den say sorry... who u think i am... the scar will always be there... not as if u say sorry... den everything will be like nth had happen... why? some times even if u dun say sorry... i still have to smile at u... and appear to be very happy... and expect me to say sorry to u instead... fakers!!! all fakers!!! why must lie to me??? does it do u any good? cant u just tell me the truth??? does it hurt??? u wont hurt... but i will... u appear as if u care... but actually u dont... den why must u appear to care? make me misunderstand u... always like tat... always always always... in the past like tat... now also like tat... why??? just why??? maybe just fate... do nth but accept it... accept it quietly... with no one knowing wat had happened... why??? wat the hell did i do??? can i tell someone? no! wat can i do? bear with it? bear with it... wat else can i do? smile and say 'yoyoyo! im fine!' issit? im always alone... i may be happy at the outside... but if u felt how i felt inside... u will understand... some times really feel like jumping off the buliding... just close ur eyes and dunno anything on the outside world... living in a world of ur own... peace... only me... good idea huh?
17 February 2009 8:22:00 PM
sian sian sian... lol went to macritchi rainforest today... did i spell the macritchi wrong? dun care... the place... so hot sia... so humid oso... -.- mr chua say only got 2% of the sunlight gets to the ground of the rainforest... but... it seems tat more 20% gets to the ground lohhs... from 3.++pm walk until 6pm... -.- never even see until anything at all... cox all the way, im looking at the ground... -.- look out for stones... and most of all!!! ANTS!!!!! hate it man! some more got big ones! very big ones! super big ones!! lol and the ground also up and down... nearly fell... lol MD today super noisy... okay maybe not MD... should be me nuanlin yueenn mavis and jeffie... hahas we almost got lost in the rainforest... cox we walk very slow... nuanlin injured... so can walk fast... so we very ..... keep shouting cheers... then the teacher heard... lol then she very angry... told us to stay back... but i dun care... lol almost half of the journey jeff was carrying my bag... hahas cox i very tired already... he's a very good er kor u knw? im proud to be his mei... lol hahas wat irritates me is desmond... keep following us... -.- okay excluding me... very chao... talk talk talk non stop... if he say smth useful, it's still okay... but he talk craps... -.- feel like smacking his face... lol jkjk
no more post... lazy to write liao... lol
btw ignore the stupid video of me... in jeff's hat...
XIAO HUI LOVES EUU!!!
14 February 2009 12:17:00 PM
so sian... actually i wanted to go cedar... but sleep until 10.30am!! lol hahas so didnt go.. and the netball coach... made us run and run and run... now my leg very pain... -.- yue enn more poor thing... cant even bend her legs... lol hahas
today valentines... never go out... cox need to do homework... lol sian sia... haix...
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL MY DARLINGS!!!!! MUACKS!~~~
13 February 2009 3:47:00 PM
stupid video... hahas dunno why.. i like to play with jeff's hat... lol that stupid hat is very lose... drop off my head... muahahaha... i laughing all the way... haha cox funny mah... this video is taking by MAVIS TAY YI HUAN... so all credits to her!!! woohoo! . . .
yoyoyo! that's mii chiang!! my darling!! she's doing an intro for herself... muahahaha!!! . . . still got more... but lazy to post... muahahaha...
byyees!
3:18:00 PM
me and mavis!! yoyo hey there pretty! my darling gladys! this is 3/4 family portiat! da jie not in the pic! cox she taking photo.. that's my darling julian!! muahahaha! she's trying to kiss me!! woohoo!
me!! in wang jie hat!! cute huh? yeah! woohoo! i like this one!! nice pic huh? yoyoyo! jeffie! that handsome guy!! *vomits* my foot!
OMG! jeff look so noob!! hahas
Woohoo! that's mavis!!
me! cool? yeah? i look so handsome!! hahas
yo mavis!! the cutie!
aww... jeff dun be shy to the camera!! i've got another photo of u...
videos coming up next!
09 February 2009 6:47:00 PM
i accidently pressed on the 'DONT CLICK HERE' button... lol i was abit annoyed at first... but actually... it was quite fun... muahahaha... lol i pressed about 6-7 times already... lol pro right? muahahaha... just press and hold 'enter'... then it will be faster... to finish the thing... lol muahahaha... gtg...
6:35:00 PM
haixxx.... miss yee is ill..... mrs sim-wee said so... lol but she came back today... she's so ke lian... i pity her... haixx.... she told us tat she need to go for long term treatment... haixx.. this means tat she will not be teaching us anymore... haixx... why must heaven be so cruel to an innocent lady... lol haixx... miss yee just came back only... nuan lin fell down... haixx... all thanks to me!! she tripped over my leg... lol haixx... feel like crying now... lol nuan lin also very poor thing... i feel so bad... haixx... i wish the person who fell was me...
nuan lin sorry...
byyyee~
06 February 2009 7:15:00 PM
pi li mit ep 2 part 1
. . . pi li mit ep 2 part 2
. . . pi li mit ep 2 part 3
. . . pi li mit ep 2 part 4
. . . pi li mit ep 2 part 5
. . . pi li mit ep 2 part 6
. . . pi li mit ep 2 part 7
. . . YOYOYO! pi li mit ep 2 is out!!!!! ep 2 is like a bit boring..... lol
04 February 2009 6:49:00 PM
woohoo! i feel so honoured! dun know why... hahas i will not be posting pi li mit ep 2 this week... but i will try... haixx... nvm... stay tune for pi li mit ep 2! woohoo! im advertising pi li mit! yoyoyo!
valentines' coming! yoohoo! lols ....... -.- lame lahhs... i mean myself... lols gotta go now... byeees!
03 February 2009 7:06:00 PM
pi li mit ep 1 part 1
7:03:00 PM
pi li mit rocks!!! but the show abit scary... lol wanna watch??? im going to post pi li mit onto my blog... hahahahahahaha... lol enjoy!
02 February 2009 7:05:00 PM
hell...... everyday damn boring..... lol... sian.... sian.... sian.... now watching pi li mit.... the show rocks man!!!! cox aaron is in the show!!!! aaron rocks!!!!!! lol... really very nice!! not joking!! lol...
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